10.27.2003

I saw this in my cousins away message and had to put this up because it is sooo real and so true and is something we should be trying to attain

I thought that I could never move on, never "survive" without someone....But I learned to rest in God and put him first and know that everything else will fall into place.....I found value for myself and completeness, and when I was ready, I was given HIM.
He is my friend, my real friend, he knows me as me first, my visions, my aspirations, hopes, and fears...He has opened my eyes to embrace life and step out for myself and never look back...he taught me to love (not fall in love...to love). He inspires me to be better and better each day. He is a man who has goals and vision and lives life to its fullest. He has moved past bullshit and games and is about future and I admire that. God has opened up my spirit and he has opened up my soul, and I love him for that......