what do you do???
this came from a convo I had with a friend earlier today when were trying to help each other figure out what to do...
What do you do when you've lost all of your trust in someone? When you can't believe most of the things that they say because they have lied to you in huge ways before. When the things that they tell you that are truths no matter how you look at them seem as though they are false. What do you do when you really do want to believe what a person tells you but in the back of your mind your second guessing and wondering is this the truth? Can you truly keep your ties or do you just say goodbye and move on with your life? How do you feel when you see that this person seems to believes their own lies, and are feeding into their own bullshyt? What do you say, I mean really what do you say when you have that gut feeling that something isn't right but you don't want to say anything because there is that chance that you could be wrong? What do you do when there is a connection there that you have to let fizzle and die because you don't know if by staying connected you are helping them to live their lie? How do you feel when the things that they said to you that made you feel good and important could have been apart of the deception as well? What can you believe? Why is it so hard when you want to just move on but then you second guess yourself on the second guessing? What do you do when you pray for change but you aren't sure that it's ever really going to come? What do you do when your exhausted and torn and you just cry because your tired of crying? What do you do when you've become an expert at putting on charades and masking pain and hurt? What do you do when you feel like you have let one person destroy the spirit that it took so long for you to build? What do you do when you have all the tangible things that you desire but there is still something missing? What do you do when you are tired of being tired?
You let it go. You turn it over to GOD. You ask for guidance and you try to continue your walk in life. You realize where there is no struggle where there is no progress. You see that you can't save the world when you aren't helping yourself. You cry and release all the things that are built up inside of you. You cry and you take off the mask of hurt and pain so that happiness and love can freely enter. And you know that there is a peace that surpasses everything and you can attain it if you just release...
What do you do when you've lost all of your trust in someone? When you can't believe most of the things that they say because they have lied to you in huge ways before. When the things that they tell you that are truths no matter how you look at them seem as though they are false. What do you do when you really do want to believe what a person tells you but in the back of your mind your second guessing and wondering is this the truth? Can you truly keep your ties or do you just say goodbye and move on with your life? How do you feel when you see that this person seems to believes their own lies, and are feeding into their own bullshyt? What do you say, I mean really what do you say when you have that gut feeling that something isn't right but you don't want to say anything because there is that chance that you could be wrong? What do you do when there is a connection there that you have to let fizzle and die because you don't know if by staying connected you are helping them to live their lie? How do you feel when the things that they said to you that made you feel good and important could have been apart of the deception as well? What can you believe? Why is it so hard when you want to just move on but then you second guess yourself on the second guessing? What do you do when you pray for change but you aren't sure that it's ever really going to come? What do you do when your exhausted and torn and you just cry because your tired of crying? What do you do when you've become an expert at putting on charades and masking pain and hurt? What do you do when you feel like you have let one person destroy the spirit that it took so long for you to build? What do you do when you have all the tangible things that you desire but there is still something missing? What do you do when you are tired of being tired?
You let it go. You turn it over to GOD. You ask for guidance and you try to continue your walk in life. You realize where there is no struggle where there is no progress. You see that you can't save the world when you aren't helping yourself. You cry and release all the things that are built up inside of you. You cry and you take off the mask of hurt and pain so that happiness and love can freely enter. And you know that there is a peace that surpasses everything and you can attain it if you just release...
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