potpourri
I need to be in the bed but nooo, I'm sitting here writing on this blog. Today's entry really isn't about a specific topic its a potpourri of thoughts.
The first thing that I have to say is what a difference a week makes. Last week I was in one of the worst moods that I had been in, in a while. I had too many pressures on my shoulders and they were all hitting at one time. I was mourning the lost of a few relationships that I had to rid myself of, I had school work that was mounting and then this town was just depressing me(not that it isn't depressing anymore). But in spite of all of that this week I feel so refreshed. I had a moment to get away from here, breathe, recenter myself and now things are on there way. I have to use my favorite statement GOD is so awesome. He kind of has to make you fall on your face in order for you to get up and hop on the track again but that's what I needed. I really did.
Next thing, my leg. So I was talking about how I walked a billion miles in Boston, well the pain had subsided then today (well yesterday, but I haven't been to sleep yet) bam I have pain worst then I had before. I couldn't hardly walk at the end of the day, missed my dance class, and was hurting so much that just had to lay down and take a nap in hopes of the pain going away. I was really thinking about going to the hospital because I was over here crying like a baby (that's how bad it hurt) and I had to crawl to the bathroom because my leg hurt to much to walk. It's feeling a little better now but man I can't take another day of pain. I will definitely have to take my butt somewhere if it's still hurting tomorrow to get it checked out
Okay so what do you do when you really really don't like someone but they are determined to pursue you. I mean their first impression and their behavior that followed for like 2 or 3 months was the worst i.e. immature behavior, skipping out on the check at a dinner, throwing stuff (yes like in elementary school), and the list goes on. So now this dude recognizes the flyy chica that I am lol and has told like everyone that he likes me and is going to ask me out. Yeah that's great and all but I'm not feeling him in so many aspects. I know this sounds a little evil but it's like ehh leave me alone. I don't want to be mean but that may be the only way he gets it, and it sooo doesn't help that while in a state of intoxication I danced with him unknowingly in a semi provocative way, so now he thinks I like him. Ehhh how do I get myself in these messes?!?!
Well this week is going to be busy (as usual) but more social busy then work busy. Wednesday I have planning sessions and work, Thursday Wine Club, Friday I have to be a tour guide for perspective students then meet with one of the top PR people in Syracuse and then go to Rochester and mingle and network for First Friday's, and then Saturday and Sunday my mommy and granny are coming YAAAAY (which means I have to find time to do a super apartment cleaning ). Soo maybe I'll be able to write to at some point before the week is out.
that's all for now I need to take my self to bed and get some beauty sleep :)
The first thing that I have to say is what a difference a week makes. Last week I was in one of the worst moods that I had been in, in a while. I had too many pressures on my shoulders and they were all hitting at one time. I was mourning the lost of a few relationships that I had to rid myself of, I had school work that was mounting and then this town was just depressing me(not that it isn't depressing anymore). But in spite of all of that this week I feel so refreshed. I had a moment to get away from here, breathe, recenter myself and now things are on there way. I have to use my favorite statement GOD is so awesome. He kind of has to make you fall on your face in order for you to get up and hop on the track again but that's what I needed. I really did.
Next thing, my leg. So I was talking about how I walked a billion miles in Boston, well the pain had subsided then today (well yesterday, but I haven't been to sleep yet) bam I have pain worst then I had before. I couldn't hardly walk at the end of the day, missed my dance class, and was hurting so much that just had to lay down and take a nap in hopes of the pain going away. I was really thinking about going to the hospital because I was over here crying like a baby (that's how bad it hurt) and I had to crawl to the bathroom because my leg hurt to much to walk. It's feeling a little better now but man I can't take another day of pain. I will definitely have to take my butt somewhere if it's still hurting tomorrow to get it checked out
Okay so what do you do when you really really don't like someone but they are determined to pursue you. I mean their first impression and their behavior that followed for like 2 or 3 months was the worst i.e. immature behavior, skipping out on the check at a dinner, throwing stuff (yes like in elementary school), and the list goes on. So now this dude recognizes the flyy chica that I am lol and has told like everyone that he likes me and is going to ask me out. Yeah that's great and all but I'm not feeling him in so many aspects. I know this sounds a little evil but it's like ehh leave me alone. I don't want to be mean but that may be the only way he gets it, and it sooo doesn't help that while in a state of intoxication I danced with him unknowingly in a semi provocative way, so now he thinks I like him. Ehhh how do I get myself in these messes?!?!
Well this week is going to be busy (as usual) but more social busy then work busy. Wednesday I have planning sessions and work, Thursday Wine Club, Friday I have to be a tour guide for perspective students then meet with one of the top PR people in Syracuse and then go to Rochester and mingle and network for First Friday's, and then Saturday and Sunday my mommy and granny are coming YAAAAY (which means I have to find time to do a super apartment cleaning ). Soo maybe I'll be able to write to at some point before the week is out.
that's all for now I need to take my self to bed and get some beauty sleep :)
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