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I've been in my apartment since tuesday with a sprained ankle so I've had a lot of time to just sit back and think and ponder on things
my first question is how come when you are determined and have somewhat convinced yourself that you are not going to do something you act like boo boo the fool and still do it. I've told myself to just chill don't catch feelings and I've been good with that keeping the barriers up and not letting people in but then somehow they find a way to crack the wall just a little bit and they start coming up in your thoughts every once in a while and even when you get to talk for a few minutes that makes you just a little happy. Now that I've come to the realization that it's happening I've had to push pause and think to myself and remind myself don't let 2004 be a repeat of 2003. Don't let anyone in to the realm that you are not 95-100% about because letting mediocrity in is what caused months of anguish and dismay in the 03.
my next question is when will some people come to realize that sex is not the basis of life? when will they see that the world does not revolve around it and it is not the only important thing in the world? when will they realize that as long as that is one of their focal point in life that their goal of being with Christen is something that they will never attain. I can deal with a little teasing and joking but when the basis of your entire conversation and everything that you speak of is directly correlated with sex you can be sure that I won't be speaking to you for very long.
my next question is why are all the idiots or people who THINK they are the shyt attracted to me? I mean really can I get a break? can I get someone that is close to fitting the description and the bill. I'm tired of broke uneducated hooligans trying to holler at me, I'm tired of educated men with money who are MARRIED or have a mini family on the side trying to holler at me, I'm tired of lying ass telling stories to try to make their life seem better men trying to holler at me, I'm tired of I'm greek and my life revolves around my organization and I'll squeeze you in when I can men trying to holler at me, I'm tired of broke, no job, no car, no crib, no life having men trying to holler. Finally I'm tired of these dudes that think they want to be with me and think they are on my level but when its time to step up to the game they are whack just like the men stated above. I'm tired of it lol. I know this is sounding mean as hell but come on can I get a break. I mean really.
my last question is why is it so damn cold in syracuse. if someone can answer that for me I would really appreciate that because this negative degree weather is pissing me off.
that's all folks no more questions from me.
my first question is how come when you are determined and have somewhat convinced yourself that you are not going to do something you act like boo boo the fool and still do it. I've told myself to just chill don't catch feelings and I've been good with that keeping the barriers up and not letting people in but then somehow they find a way to crack the wall just a little bit and they start coming up in your thoughts every once in a while and even when you get to talk for a few minutes that makes you just a little happy. Now that I've come to the realization that it's happening I've had to push pause and think to myself and remind myself don't let 2004 be a repeat of 2003. Don't let anyone in to the realm that you are not 95-100% about because letting mediocrity in is what caused months of anguish and dismay in the 03.
my next question is when will some people come to realize that sex is not the basis of life? when will they see that the world does not revolve around it and it is not the only important thing in the world? when will they realize that as long as that is one of their focal point in life that their goal of being with Christen is something that they will never attain. I can deal with a little teasing and joking but when the basis of your entire conversation and everything that you speak of is directly correlated with sex you can be sure that I won't be speaking to you for very long.
my next question is why are all the idiots or people who THINK they are the shyt attracted to me? I mean really can I get a break? can I get someone that is close to fitting the description and the bill. I'm tired of broke uneducated hooligans trying to holler at me, I'm tired of educated men with money who are MARRIED or have a mini family on the side trying to holler at me, I'm tired of lying ass telling stories to try to make their life seem better men trying to holler at me, I'm tired of I'm greek and my life revolves around my organization and I'll squeeze you in when I can men trying to holler at me, I'm tired of broke, no job, no car, no crib, no life having men trying to holler. Finally I'm tired of these dudes that think they want to be with me and think they are on my level but when its time to step up to the game they are whack just like the men stated above. I'm tired of it lol. I know this is sounding mean as hell but come on can I get a break. I mean really.
my last question is why is it so damn cold in syracuse. if someone can answer that for me I would really appreciate that because this negative degree weather is pissing me off.
that's all folks no more questions from me.
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