11.20.2004

question?!?

I was reading an old entry from January when I was asking a few questions that came to my mind when I was stuck in my apartment with a sprained foot... reading those questions I realize alot of stuff comes full circle because some of the same question I had then I have now... so here goes (some are repeats from the first entry with some extra added)

my first question is why when you think you have really cleared someone out of your system they want to show up again and show up on point. and show up on point to the point that even if you don' t talk to them as far as relationships you see the quaity you deserve compared to the quality you have

why do dudes think they are so slick but are so stupid? i've been in at least four situations recently with myself and friends where guys have gotten hemmed up majorly i.e. having more then one set of their women at an event, having girls find out about each other, pimping chicks on the net and other dumbness and the guy just kind of goes into a state of panic and tries to flip the situation. i mean honestly would you be in that situation if your game was tighter or just had game in general.

my next question is when will some people come to realize that sex is not the basis of life? when will they see that the world does not revolve around it and it is not the only important thing in the world? I can deal with a little teasing and joking but when the basis of your entire conversation and everything that you speak of is directly correlated with sex you can be sure that I won't be speaking to you for very long.

my next question is why are all the idiots or people who THINK they are the shyt attracted to me? I mean really can I get a break? I'm tired of broke uneducated hooligans trying to holler at me, I'm tired of educated men with money who are MARRIED or have a mini family on the side or a girlfriend trying to holler at me, I'm tired of lying ass men telling stories to try to make their life seem better trying to holler at me, I'm tired of Mr. I talk to three and four women but I honestly want you to believe that you are THE ONE and if you say yes I'll cut them loose at this second even though my actions show otherwise type of men trying to holler at me, I'm tired of I'm greek and my life revolves around my organization and I'll squeeze you in when I can men trying to holler at me, I'm tired of broke, no job, no car, no aspirations, no life having men trying to holler. Finally I'm tired of these dudes that think they want to be with me and think they are on my level but when its time to step up to the game they are whack just like the men stated above. I'm tired of it lol. I know this is sounding mean as hell but come on can I get a break. I mean really. I'm sick of this shyt. Off to the nunery lol.

my last question is can I get a job. please. lol. i mean not that what i'm doing now isn't gratifying. but ummm i'd like umm more money. i'd like to get the hell out of this house real soon and therefor I need more money which would come from a great job. also can I get a job offer from places that won't require me to drive like 70 miles to work everyday lol. as great as your company sounds me driving damn near to delaware daily for an average salary isn't going work. unless someone in delaware is letting me move in haha *wink*

ok enough with the questions...