what is this turning in to?
A blog of me rambling on about various subjects? Sure is... until I get back to a point where I have a clear and concise topic that I want to speak on.
See people at the moment I have an illness call indecisiveness.
in·de·ci·sive
adj 1: characterized by lack of decision and firmness; 2: not definitely settling something; 3: not clearly defined.
I can't make up my mind what I want to write about about therefore I make the decision (so at times I am decisive) to write about nothing. Well not in the literal sense of nothingness but I just place my fingers on the keyboard and type... and whatever is spewed from my brain is what you see.
For example today's ramblings are being motivated from me sitting in my office listening to internet radio... while I do work.
at the moment the song "broken.hearted" by brandy just came on so lets see what comes to mind:
Have you ever heard a song that just took you out of the present and into another time and place. A song that just struck up a memory or an emotion and it made you remember the exact moment down to the second of when you when you heard it. Or does that song remind you of how it got you through a situation and it makes you laugh to think where you were then and where you are now. Man I played the hell out of this song in the 8th grade when my 10th grade boyfriend broke up with me (always have had the affinity for older men lol and since we were in Christian school we were in the same building) and I was sooo sad cause I knew we were going get married (haha). Thank God that didn't happen lol especially since he has like 6 kids now.
then this song also makes me think of another thought:
It's so much easier for regular people to break up then celebrities. Could you imagine turning on the radio and you hear a duet with you and your ex professing your love and affection while you and your new man are laying in bed. I wonder if they feel awkward?
now "cat.er 2 u" is on and that makes me think of my semi-special someone (lol) so here is yet another shot of randomness:
I'm all about catering to a man but um that song is a bit extra. Well specifically Bee's verse. Everyday I'm not untieing AND taking off his shoes, and removing cufflinks, and brushing his hair, and running bathwater, and spoonfeeding him, and singing a full song, and then rubbing feet and doing manicures. That's a bit extra. I can deal with Kels verse and can actually adhere to that even the him taping me on my shoulder and rolling over part lol. But then here comes poor Michelle talking about "I Want To Give You My Breath, My Strength, My Will To Be Here" umm no can't do that AT ALL.
yet another random thought from this song:
Do you know why some women sing in a whisper in what appears to be a "sexy voice." Because A. they can't sing to well and most things done at a whisper sound good or B. they are singing about absolutely nothing. Now when you are doing it because of both choices then what? You don't know? You have a hot body and make a sexy ass video and no one pays any attention to what you are saying or how you sound. Don't believe me? ask Brittany
See people at the moment I have an illness call indecisiveness.
in·de·ci·sive
adj 1: characterized by lack of decision and firmness; 2: not definitely settling something; 3: not clearly defined.
I can't make up my mind what I want to write about about therefore I make the decision (so at times I am decisive) to write about nothing. Well not in the literal sense of nothingness but I just place my fingers on the keyboard and type... and whatever is spewed from my brain is what you see.
For example today's ramblings are being motivated from me sitting in my office listening to internet radio... while I do work.
at the moment the song "broken.hearted" by brandy just came on so lets see what comes to mind:
Have you ever heard a song that just took you out of the present and into another time and place. A song that just struck up a memory or an emotion and it made you remember the exact moment down to the second of when you when you heard it. Or does that song remind you of how it got you through a situation and it makes you laugh to think where you were then and where you are now. Man I played the hell out of this song in the 8th grade when my 10th grade boyfriend broke up with me (always have had the affinity for older men lol and since we were in Christian school we were in the same building) and I was sooo sad cause I knew we were going get married (haha). Thank God that didn't happen lol especially since he has like 6 kids now.
then this song also makes me think of another thought:
It's so much easier for regular people to break up then celebrities. Could you imagine turning on the radio and you hear a duet with you and your ex professing your love and affection while you and your new man are laying in bed. I wonder if they feel awkward?
now "cat.er 2 u" is on and that makes me think of my semi-special someone (lol) so here is yet another shot of randomness:
I'm all about catering to a man but um that song is a bit extra. Well specifically Bee's verse. Everyday I'm not untieing AND taking off his shoes, and removing cufflinks, and brushing his hair, and running bathwater, and spoonfeeding him, and singing a full song, and then rubbing feet and doing manicures. That's a bit extra. I can deal with Kels verse and can actually adhere to that even the him taping me on my shoulder and rolling over part lol. But then here comes poor Michelle talking about "I Want To Give You My Breath, My Strength, My Will To Be Here" umm no can't do that AT ALL.
yet another random thought from this song:
Do you think Michelle is really satisfied getting about 15-30 seconds of nothingness on a song. She doesn't even get a full verse. I guess DC is like any other job where tenure determines how much time you get. Bee gets a whole verse and even Kels does now but Michelle nothing but the bridge. *shakes head*
now "ooohh" by ci.ara is on:Do you know why some women sing in a whisper in what appears to be a "sexy voice." Because A. they can't sing to well and most things done at a whisper sound good or B. they are singing about absolutely nothing. Now when you are doing it because of both choices then what? You don't know? You have a hot body and make a sexy ass video and no one pays any attention to what you are saying or how you sound. Don't believe me? ask Brittany
Enough of me rambling (even though that's all I seem to do lately). But at least you see there is some sort of method to the madness.
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