5.19.2005

ranting

An aquaintance not a friend is taking the plunge and was having a gathering prior to her big day. It would have been people meeting up having a few drinks etc. That was the plan. Until yesterday when someone else sends out an email like hey I've gotten a hotel strippers and food and you need to bring this and this is what you owe. Ummm hold up. I'm going to need for people not to decide how they are going to spend my money. It's one thing to ask am I willing to contribute to something to make it happen and it's another to come at me saying this is the final plan and this is how much money you need to give up. Then for me to be like yeah I'm going to go from spending $10 on a drink to dropping $40 on someone that doesn't even have friend status puh-lease. You can not decide how you want to spend someone elses money period and you really can't make that decision and catch an attitude when all the people you involved don't want to pay up because you had this great thought in your head and decided to run wild with it without consulting someone. Then try to throw out how it's cancelled and we aren't being good friends. Puh-lease that's the issue I'm not a friend, just a mere acquaintance.


If you can't handle hearing how I went to the club and let my alter ego Sascha come out on the dance floor then don't be an asshole and tell me how your friend was petty cause you were out dancing with a chick and he went and got her number. Why should I care? If we are going to play that game it's a lot I can probably share that you don't want to hear.

I get my work done. I don't need to be monitored. There is no need for you to come to the supply closet every 15 minutes just so you can walk by and peep in to see what I'm up to. Do I get my stuff in on or before deadline? Am I doing 125% more then what my job description entails? Do I listen to you bitch and moan about recylcling and the environment in silence and not complain? The answer is yes to to them all. Actually you aren't my boss. My boss is in Paris eating cheese and walking in Montmartre so stop staring.

I must say that you are a blubbering idiot and whoever the idiot is that you are dating/married to or whatever your status is has to be a fool to. So we broke up a whilllle ago and you decide to call me to share you just had a baby. I was actually happy for you figured you got your life together or either the condom broke, one of the two. But either way I was happy for you. But then you tell me some bullshyt. Why on god's green earth would you call and say "I still think about you though." Dude your girl had a baby like 8 hours ago don't say dumb isht. Then you say I named my daughter Nicole Chr.isten (my name is the reverse). ARE YOU SERIOUS! What the hell kind of idiot are you. Ehhh