just thought I'd tell you... part 2
Since I'm headed out of town (NYC) and really don't have much to write about I thought I'd continue with a previous post... releasing some more and sharing how I feel about certain people. Only spin is these seven I KNOW for a fact read my thoughts...
7. There are so many things I am uncertain about when it comes to you and I. How will things be perceived, will we be able to weather certain storms, can feelings and emotions outweigh uncertainty and fear of the unknown. I am trying to be open minded but I guess fear is consuming me. I enjoy having you where you are now and I know you won't and can't linger forever. I am indecisive. I am scared.
6. It's so interesting to step inside someone elses thoughts. It's so good to know that someone else sees writing as an artform and not just something to do. It's good to be able to visualize someone elses words as splashes of watercolor on a fresh canvas, so vivid and bright and yet each stroke is meaningful and there with a purpose. It's so good to read words that are not intended to draw a crowd but intended to stir emotions. I look forward to your masterpiece everyday.
5. Something about you continues to draw me in. I'm not sure what it is. Everytime I want to run away and hide something else draws me back in. Is it your magnetism, is it your confidence, is it your words or is it my weakness.
4. I never knew you came here and shared my thoughts. Until the other day when you sent me a letter. It's funny with all the ways to contact me and reach me on this page you still couldn't talk to me in real time. You couldn't face the fact that an immediate response from me may not be something you are ready for you couldn't face that all I do is shed honesty and light to you but you rather live in lies and darkness. I love you and I do mean that. Not in a romantic way but I love you the way another friend loves a friend in need and a friend in pain. I want you to be blessed. I want you to be able to smile.
3. I saw you on Saturday. We didn't get a chance to speak. The look on your face bothered me but I tried not to read too much into it. You didn't seem as happy as you should be. I took a picture and when I developed it I saw the sadness emanating again. It overwhelmed me. I know things aren't the way you want them to be and your plan had to take a detour but please find happiness in knowing that out of every storm there comes beauty. I know that I can't be there for you in the same capacity as I was before but just know when you feel like no one else cares for you or that you made a mistake in some of your choices or life has simply become overwhelming just know that you are in my heart.
2. We hold a secret that most people don't know we share. If they knew it would be a scandal. I can just imagine all the "did you hears..." that would be going on. It's kind of crazy how people say we are sharing a secret when in actuality we are really living a lie.
1. beautiful you are. I appreciate you. you are my release. every time I've stepped into the cocoon and emerged as a different butterflyy you have been there to accept my words. when i needed to rant and scream you accepted my words. when I needed to wax poetically you accepted my words. when I needed to get advice or gain acceptance and approval you accepted my words. when I just needed to expel energy you accepted my words. beautiful you are.
7. There are so many things I am uncertain about when it comes to you and I. How will things be perceived, will we be able to weather certain storms, can feelings and emotions outweigh uncertainty and fear of the unknown. I am trying to be open minded but I guess fear is consuming me. I enjoy having you where you are now and I know you won't and can't linger forever. I am indecisive. I am scared.
6. It's so interesting to step inside someone elses thoughts. It's so good to know that someone else sees writing as an artform and not just something to do. It's good to be able to visualize someone elses words as splashes of watercolor on a fresh canvas, so vivid and bright and yet each stroke is meaningful and there with a purpose. It's so good to read words that are not intended to draw a crowd but intended to stir emotions. I look forward to your masterpiece everyday.
5. Something about you continues to draw me in. I'm not sure what it is. Everytime I want to run away and hide something else draws me back in. Is it your magnetism, is it your confidence, is it your words or is it my weakness.
4. I never knew you came here and shared my thoughts. Until the other day when you sent me a letter. It's funny with all the ways to contact me and reach me on this page you still couldn't talk to me in real time. You couldn't face the fact that an immediate response from me may not be something you are ready for you couldn't face that all I do is shed honesty and light to you but you rather live in lies and darkness. I love you and I do mean that. Not in a romantic way but I love you the way another friend loves a friend in need and a friend in pain. I want you to be blessed. I want you to be able to smile.
3. I saw you on Saturday. We didn't get a chance to speak. The look on your face bothered me but I tried not to read too much into it. You didn't seem as happy as you should be. I took a picture and when I developed it I saw the sadness emanating again. It overwhelmed me. I know things aren't the way you want them to be and your plan had to take a detour but please find happiness in knowing that out of every storm there comes beauty. I know that I can't be there for you in the same capacity as I was before but just know when you feel like no one else cares for you or that you made a mistake in some of your choices or life has simply become overwhelming just know that you are in my heart.
2. We hold a secret that most people don't know we share. If they knew it would be a scandal. I can just imagine all the "did you hears..." that would be going on. It's kind of crazy how people say we are sharing a secret when in actuality we are really living a lie.
1. beautiful you are. I appreciate you. you are my release. every time I've stepped into the cocoon and emerged as a different butterflyy you have been there to accept my words. when i needed to rant and scream you accepted my words. when I needed to wax poetically you accepted my words. when I needed to get advice or gain acceptance and approval you accepted my words. when I just needed to expel energy you accepted my words. beautiful you are.
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